Questions

Who am I? What do I want to do with my life? Those are some of the most dreaded questions I cringe at when I hear them. That’s why I never fill in the fields that say “description of me” in my profiles. I change my mind so often that I no longer have confidence and surety in my decisions anymore. Recently someone mentioned I was “easily impressed” and a “hippie”. Those were two different people by the way. And I guess I would have to agree with them. But the problem is I never saw myself as THAT until they mentioned it. It took some convincing on their part that I was an impressionable young hippie.

So how well do I actually know myself? At this moment, am I just reflecting what others think of me? Alright, I’ve concluded that I’m laid back, mellow, go with the flow sort of gal. I love to travel and see other people’s different cultures. I enjoy noticing the differences and similarities between my own culture and theirs. That’s why usually after almost every trip, I end up wanting to go back for more. Some places I even consider living longer term in. Nowadays I don’t even bother to articulate some of my wild dreams of living in faraway places. In case I change my mind two seconds later.

Why is it that when I have time, I don’t have the money to do all the things I’ve always wanted to do. And when I am making money, I don’t seem to have any time for the things I really want to do. Oh, the irony of it all.